So much on my mind.....

I've got a secret that I can't share with anyone and quite honestly, it's killing me. Well not killing me literally but it's eating me up. We all know I have a big mouth and I sometimes have trouble keeping things to myself. Especially when I don't think it's a big deal or anything that's a secret. And normally, my secret wouldn't be a secret...except given my life...it's a secret.

So every morning I wake up with my secret and look at it in the mirror Good Morning I cheerfully greet it. And every morning it looks at me, bewildered....trying to understand why exactly am I a secret again? And I honestly have an answer and that answer scares the shit out of me. See my secret....nope I can't share it..I can't elude to what it is either because....well that's cheating

Ok so how do I write about my secret in a way that helps me to release and still keep my secret? Someone suggested I actually write in my journal-negative because my mind moves faster than my hand. Then they suggested I send myself an email...so it can end up in email hell? I have tons of emails piling up that I've sent myself over the years which I've never opened.

So alas my secret remains just that. But I'm anxious to get it out....